always on the wrong side of whatever side there was.

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 02:14:48 GMT

new journal.
drop comments on the new one and i'll add you.

http://www.livejournal.com/~twoxsides

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 06:55:52 GMT

and the moving begins on friday, february 13th.
i'm going to start bringing some shit up here either when i get off work on friday..or just do it saturday all day till the festivities of v-day begin.

ps - someone be my valentine!

on top of this shit..

Wed, 28 Jan 2004 14:29:31 GMT

this girl..nicole breder..committed suicide like two nights ago.

she used to come into work every so often. we went to high school together too.

only 17
ended her life

what the fuck. i hate being 20. i've lost two people within in a month due to drugs, alcohol, and suicide.

what the fuck
what a shitty way to ring in the new year

damnit.

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 01:17:41 GMT

i decided to make this entry public for one reason only and one reason only. this goes out to a special friend of mine -- he means the world to me, and i needed to get this off my chest.

i don't want anyone to respond to this. no comments. no nothing.

here it goes:

when i first met you, i thought you would be some some straight edge vegan guy.. you remind me of the singer of underdog, also the band shelter. i think it was the image -- how you dressed, the way your hair was cut, the black cord around your neck, the shorts worn in the winter. we clicked really well.. i got to know you better. you're not straight edge, you're not vegan.. that's all fine with me. i didn't have a problem with that then, i don't have a problem with that now. however, i am not fine with the fact that you went off and put some harder substance into your body. i understand nicotine, i understand alcohol, i understand marijuana..

i don't understand coke.

i'm not mad that you were honest with me. i'm glad you were honest with me.
that's the one thing i told you from the beginning -- be honest with me. i see you took it to heart. that's what friendship is all about, and we definately have a bond like no other...

but you hurt me.

i don't know what possessed you to do this. i don't know who these people are that you're hanging out with up there, but if they're the ones that got you to do this, so help me god if i find them they better watch out.

you are too important to me. i don't want you to be addicted. i don't want you to overdose. i don't want you to die.

i know you're thinking, "it was only one time". no it wasn't. you told me what you've done before.

i don't want to lose you.
i can't lose you.

drugs. drinking.

i can't handle it anymore.

i feel like i'm not even being a good friend. i can't be in new england all the time. i wish i could. i wish i could spend more time with you. i wish you'd move down south with me.. have a fresh start, meet some amazing people, have amazing times, see some awesome shows, go to the panda garden and giannas. i wish i could convince you to come down here.

maybe i can.
maybe i can get you on the right path again.
i know i can do it.

deep down i know you want to do this too.
you may be a little unsure, which is true.

somedays i see right through you..i know you want to make the change. and i want to help you.
do this for me. do this for family. most importantly...

do this for YOU.

you're one of my best friends. you have a place in my heart. you're one of the most important people in my life. i love you so much. please don't do this.

xo, elizabeth anne.

oh man!

Mon, 19 Jan 2004 11:55:52 GMT

the reasons why i want to go to black cat in dc:

SAT FEB 14- MOUSETRAP: DC's biggest brit-pop dance night $8 mainstage 9:30

SAT FEB 14- Fifth annual VALENTINE'S DAY ROCK-N-ROLL DANCE PARTY w/ DJ GLENN & HANDSOME B. WONDERFUL free backstage 9:30

not to mention, there's something on friday i want to go to, and there's a depeche mode dance party.

holla.

Fri, 19 Dec 2003 15:38:46 GMT

it's amazing what happens when you clean out the closet.

ok.

Thu, 18 Dec 2003 03:02:41 GMT

stop being so distant, at least be my friend.

i can deal with just friends!

sincerely,
elizabeth anne.

ps - i dislike shoe shopping.

my birthday weekend.

Tue, 16 Dec 2003 02:11:24 GMT

alright. i think i made up my mind.
friday, everyone i like come to my house. we'll go down to dc a night early. do some crazy stuff, get a hoe-tel room and chillax. saturday, hang out and explore awhile, then go see striking distance.
then come home like either late saturday night or stay somewhere until sunday morning, then come home.

be prepared for singalongs..meaning bad brains, dag nasty, better than a thousand, embrace, minor threat, etc etc. mostly DC stuff obviously, and throw in gorilla biscuits.

yes.
happy birthday to me.

Mon, 15 Dec 2003 13:04:25 GMT

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Mon, 15 Dec 2003 01:04:07 GMT

f r i e n d s * o n l y.

aww. too bad, so sad.
if i like you, and you want to be added, drop a message.

a b c-ya.

hahaha.

Mon, 15 Dec 2003 00:13:24 GMT

i just read the funniest thing in my life. ever.

i'm lovin it. lovin it.

looks like raaaaaaaain.

Sun, 14 Dec 2003 13:22:55 GMT

holla.

what to do, what to do.

Tue, 09 Dec 2003 05:44:36 GMT

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